My Immortal...♫

This is a meaningful song with all the meaningful words which fits my feeling & awaken the devastating experience in my heart...I'm inconsolable...


{I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...♫}

缘分．．．

缘是天定，分是人为．．．还是，有缘无分到头来一场空呢？
我时常说：看缘分吧！一切顺其自然．．．
可是，幸福不是要自己争取的吗．．？
那天参加了朋友的婚礼，当她伴娘．．．原来结婚不是一件容易的事．既要按照俗例，又要安排周全．．
看见他们情意绵绵，真令人羡慕．．他们的浓情蜜意，完美的邂逅．．有如童话故事般里永恒的爱．．．
可为什么有人许下了盟誓，到最后也是离婚收场呢．．？
我一直都很向往我以后的婚礼会是怎样的．．可是经历了那么多事情．．．不禁感叹．．．唉．．．
一个人全心全意去爱另一个人，是一件很美丽的事情．．．但如果发现自己爱的那个人在骗自己，整件事就会变得很丑陋了．．．
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